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So in my life, in my family alcohol has always been a huge problem. My dad, my uncle, my grandfather have been a huge lovers of the bottle. While i like a drink or 5 i have no issues if I dont drink.


So tonight i went to visit my cousin who i have not seen in a long time. Got to see my niece and nephew. Soooo adorable. I talked to my couzin and her husband a lovely couple. He offered me an old bottle of wine and said that he is sorry but they dont have anything else since they dont drink, which i know is true. After I hung out there I had to swing by my uncles place to pic something up. There he proudly told me that he has not smoked or drank in a year. My uncle, the chain smoker and a huge boozer sober? Wow.
Then i came home. It took me all of 2 seconds to realize that my dad is drunk, again. I found half a bottle of JB in the kitchen and him acting the way he usually does when he is drunk.

So now that I am in a room after getting into a fight with him, I realize that I am in a decent mood. My uncle gave me hope then some men can actually change when they want to.