So I sat in a meeting today, long, boring, pain the ass meeting. My mind set to listen for certain key words that would bring me back to reality, while in the mean time i was doing what I do quite a lot. Think, think, think some more, and then think more about my life. For some reason i wandered into the topic of Plan B. First i started thinking of what are my plan Bs in life. Scary that some of then I now have to implement. Others can still be kept on the shelf. Sadly, then and there I had a scary though, am I plan B to others?? Am i the backup to others? I know my manager keeps trying to play my against my co-worker, who in theory reports to me. His plan is to make sure both of us dont get to strong. Nice, they expect me work my ass of, hump all over the fucking country, and then treat me life plan b? WTF.
At that moment I heard a key word that my mind has been scanning and reverted back to the meeting. After words I tried to revisit the whole plan B idea. But stopped my self. To afraid of what I would discover.
I guess ill be thinking of it tonight when yet again sleep will avoid me.
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